A few years ago, something occurred during a biology class that I was taking which illuminated the modern political and social landscape of America. With just one comment made by a classmate, it was as if someone just turned on the light in a dark room and, suddenly, everything was clear. I knew right where I and everybody else was in that room with regard to political ideals.
A Biology Lesson
I own much of this illumination to the identities of the people involved. I am a middle-aged man who, at the time, was taking a pre-requisite course to get into nursing school ( I graduated a few months ago). The conversation which I was witnessing took place between my instructor, perhaps 5-10 years younger than me, and a young girl taking the class. She was probably 20 years old.
The professor was explaining the nucleotides that compose the very basic elements of our genetic structure. He remarked that errors in the layouts of these nucleotides were responsible for many diseases. In fact, he said, it was known that UVA radiation could cause thymine nucleotides to bind into units called thymine dimers. These mutations were the primary cause of skin cancer.
Then he said that it always pained him to hear about people using tanning beds. They were just increasing the chances that their thymine would mutate and cause cancer.
The young girl in the class spoke up. "That's awful. If I were president, I would outlaw those places."
The professor, God bless him, replied that there was something called the US Constitution and we were all still free to make decisions for ourselves, even if those decisions were not good for us.
The girl later went on to comment that she just didn't feel safe in a country where it was permitted to endanger yourself. As I recall, the professor turned us back to the lesson and the moment was left behind, only to live in my memory.
Safety versus Freedom
It occurred to me, as I tried to comprehend why I found the girl's comments so repulsive, that she represented one side of a dichotomy in American mindsets. It also revealed to me an explanation for the differences between the general nature of American and European political divides.
This country was founded and colonized by a wide variety of people. The Puritans were not the only ones to come over from the Old World. Yet those early Americans shared one quality or drive in life. They wanted to be free to live as they pleased. Their great common desire was to be left alone to pursue their destinies. They wanted to be free to create their own worlds and manage their own protection from the elements and from their fellow human beings.
Even later immigrants, on whom descendants of the earliest Americans looked down, shared a similar drive. They were escaping poverty or limitations of some sort in Europe in order to come here and find their own way.
In the early 20th century, the much-reviled Southern European immigrants were not coming to America to be on the dole. There was no welfare system. They fully expected to be left to their own devices when they hit the shore. As long as they had a chance to fight for their own prosperity in a land that seemed to have endless real estate and resources, they were content with the opportunity.
There is another social desire active in the world. This is the desire to be safe, to be protected. The semi-mythical contract that occurred between post-Roman Empire Europeans and the feudal knights demonstrates the centrality of this desire in the human psyche.
Allegedly, the feudal transformation of Europe occurred when villages of common people agreed to provide economic support for soldiers, typically led by the horsemen we would call knights now. in exchange for protection from the increasingly chaotic environment left as Rome's influence ebbed in Europe. I doubt any such exchange occurred as cleanly as that but I am also sure that there is a kernel of truth in it all. With banditry on the rise and the roads becoming home to crime rather than commerce, I am sure many people gave up their freedom to be safe.
Sound familiar?
As time passed, the boundlessness of US resources became somewhat less boundless. While this nation still retains an immense amount of open land, times changed during the 20th century. Urbanization increased, especially after the world wars. We became a people primarily living in cities, cities in which we were protected by police forces rather than a village posse or our own arms. Also, the generations that had come here seeking freedom passed away and were replaced by descendants who did not necessarily share their desire for freedom.
Instead, they wanted what those medieval Europeans wanted: protection from crime. These new Americans were increasingly less armed than their forefathers. They wanted to enjoy urban prosperity, learn new trades and even go to school to study the liberal arts rather than forge a new life in the wilderness or build a business from scratch. In order to do these things, they wanted government to take on the job of keeping them safe while they pursued these new goals.
They were willing to give up certain things, such as the right to bear arms, in order to create a protected environment in which they could pursue these goals. In short, they valued safety more than freedom.
That doesn't sound so awful. However, I think that this new desire for safety rather than freedom has again morphed with the latest generation into something that does, in fact, sicken me,
That girl in my biology class did not simply want to make a calculated decision to sacrifice a specific freedom in exchange for another social good. She wanted to live in an environment in which she no longer had the ability to make bad choices at all. Rather, she wanted someone else making those decisions for her. In essence, she wanted to be a perpetual child and she wanted her political leaders to act as pseudo-parents. She wanted Barack Obama to be her father and simply refuse to permit unsafe things in her home environment.
Women's Suffrage and the Infantilization of America
Something else occurred in America during this last century which I believe had a huge impact on its political and social transformation. Women became full-fledged citizens with the right to vote.
Now, the move to give women the vote was ostensibly done by forces which might be characterized as conservative today. There had long been a liberal movement to give women the vote in the Anglo Saxon world. However, the granting of voting rights was really done in Western states in order to hurry the process ending in statehood. These territories suddenly had many more voters and possessed more "statelike" populations in terms of size.
I posit that this had a big effect on the increasing concern with safety in this country. Prior to this, I am sure that most American men wanted, more than anything else, the space and opportunity to live out their lives.
Women, though, come into the world with completely different mindsets. Contrary to pseudo-lesbian feminist beliefs, women are born with family on their minds. I am not one of those who believes that women are naturally more nurturing or more gentle than men. Anyone who has been married knows that this is simply not true,
However, by force of millions of years of biology, women do tend to think in terms of family and children. They are more naturally comfortable with children. To their credit, we probably owe much of our rise from the animal kingdom to women's incessant chattering with children, which helped develop those children's minds with regard to language.
I think that this sudden preponderance of women in the voting bloc (they are over 50% of the population) explains much of the recent past politically.
How much of our political conversation, especially since the onset of the Cold War, has been dedicated to the cause of protection? We wanted to be protected from the Nazis. the Soviets, the terrorists and now,increasingly, people who say "mean" things. Women have been all too happy to throw out freedom of speech in order to prevent feelings from being hurt. This reminds me of a mother forbidding her children to broach certain topics just because she doesn't want to deal with another familial eruption.
Of course, it is not just women who engage in this kind of thinking. Men do it, too. That is, they think this way until they become men. Boy children want to be protected from harm as much as girl children until they begin to develop. Then they begin to fight, explore, seek their own way in the world,
I think an additional phenomenon explaining this conflict in American politics is not just the addition of women to the voting bloc but also the pacification, feminization and infantilization of many men. Or, rather, it is that many men never really develop into men but remain in a stage of early adolescence which leaves them all too ready to seek safety rather than freedom in life.
Other Groups in America and in Europe
This thinking has helped me to understand why conservatives in Europe often have distinctly different views on social and economic issues when compared to American conservatives. Many conservatives in Europe consider a certain amount of socialism to be natural and even desirable.
This makes sense when you remember that they are the descendants of those peasants who chose to stay in the Old World and embraced the idea of being protected by government. The democratic governments have simply replaced the knights and nobility of centuries past.
It also explains to me why other groups in American politics never seem to embrace "American ideals". Africans did not immigrate to this country seeking freedom to live as they please. They were abducted, sold and transported here against their will. It makes sense that they do not have any genetic impulse to seek freedom over safety since their ancestors had no desire to cross the ocean to be here in the first place.
How this applies to Latino immigrants might be a good topic for another essay. This article is already too long.
However, in closing, I think that this concept helps to explain a lot that is going on in American politics now and even applies to the ascendancy of Donald Trump. Again, this is a topic for another article.
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Sunday, October 4, 2015
Friday, August 28, 2015
Rebirth or Death Knell?
It's going on two years now since I put anything on this blog. And, let's be honest, it's entirely possible that I never put anything interesting on it.
My life has changed a great deal since my last set of posts. I was divorced from my wife and separated from my children. I suffered all sorts of personal tragedy while trying to get through nursing school and working full-time for peanuts.
In just the last few months, though, I have graduated and completed reuniting with my finally. I got a well-paid job and even started investing in the stock market.
I look back at this blog, and the ones that preceded it, with some nostalgia and some regret. I was definitely a different man back then. I have spent the years since writing Internet copy professionally, working as a landscaper in Arizona and as an nursing assistant in a rehabilitation hospital. These experiences, so different from the 13 years of schoolteaching that preceded them, had a profound impact on my view of things.
My views have not exactly changed a lot but my explanations and justifications of them certainly have. If I intended this blog to be representative of myself as I am now, most of it could probably be erased. Maybe I am trying to say that I have grown up a lot in the last few years. That sounds odd coming from a 42-year old man but there it is.
During the last two years, I mostly thought of just letting the blog sit and stagnate forever. However, not being in school has granted me some free time to do things besides work and study. I started a finance blog yet I still had extra time on my hands. I think that I have now found something else to occupy my time.
New Direction
The rise of Donald Trump has led me to take more interest in this election than I expected to experience. I am one who generally feels that both parties are made up of similar sets of eunuchs, handled on short leashes by corporations and other powerful interests. The candidates are always boring, predictable and obviously controlled.
Donald Trump, as Bryan Cranston recently said, is refreshing. I am not necessarily a fan. I have divergent views on a fair number of issues. However, it is wonderful to see someone speak like a human being on television, even if you think that he is being an asshole. I think that I would rather sit in a bar and drink with Trump than spend any amount of time with the other robots running for office.
So, since I started my investment blog mostly to sharpen my thoughts and use my free time productively, I thought I would revive this blog and study the election of 2016 with it.
After all, I am Odysseus. Who better to rise from stagnation and begin again?
My life has changed a great deal since my last set of posts. I was divorced from my wife and separated from my children. I suffered all sorts of personal tragedy while trying to get through nursing school and working full-time for peanuts.
In just the last few months, though, I have graduated and completed reuniting with my finally. I got a well-paid job and even started investing in the stock market.
I look back at this blog, and the ones that preceded it, with some nostalgia and some regret. I was definitely a different man back then. I have spent the years since writing Internet copy professionally, working as a landscaper in Arizona and as an nursing assistant in a rehabilitation hospital. These experiences, so different from the 13 years of schoolteaching that preceded them, had a profound impact on my view of things.
My views have not exactly changed a lot but my explanations and justifications of them certainly have. If I intended this blog to be representative of myself as I am now, most of it could probably be erased. Maybe I am trying to say that I have grown up a lot in the last few years. That sounds odd coming from a 42-year old man but there it is.
During the last two years, I mostly thought of just letting the blog sit and stagnate forever. However, not being in school has granted me some free time to do things besides work and study. I started a finance blog yet I still had extra time on my hands. I think that I have now found something else to occupy my time.
New Direction
The rise of Donald Trump has led me to take more interest in this election than I expected to experience. I am one who generally feels that both parties are made up of similar sets of eunuchs, handled on short leashes by corporations and other powerful interests. The candidates are always boring, predictable and obviously controlled.
Donald Trump, as Bryan Cranston recently said, is refreshing. I am not necessarily a fan. I have divergent views on a fair number of issues. However, it is wonderful to see someone speak like a human being on television, even if you think that he is being an asshole. I think that I would rather sit in a bar and drink with Trump than spend any amount of time with the other robots running for office.
So, since I started my investment blog mostly to sharpen my thoughts and use my free time productively, I thought I would revive this blog and study the election of 2016 with it.
After all, I am Odysseus. Who better to rise from stagnation and begin again?
Labels:
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Election 2016,
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Monday, December 16, 2013
Hiatus Explained
It has been a long time since I have posted. There are a few
reasons for this hiatus.
I could say that I have been really busy. Since I last posted
in March, I have jumped through all the hoops to get into nursing school,
acquired a full-ride scholarship, completed 17 college credits and another nine
credits in the first semester of the program. All, this time I have trained as a
CNA and begun working 30-40 hours every weekend (Friday –Saturday) so that I
could go to school full-time during the week. I also have four kids that need a
certain amount of monitoring and intervention.
I also could say that I lost interest. Looking at blogs,
most seem like pretty lame versions of Whitman’s barbaric yawp. Go back inside,
I could say to most bloggers. No one wants to hear it. You’re boring. I had to include
myself in that crowd of uninspiring bloggers. Really, who cares what supposedly
sublime thoughts I may have about the latest Pope or a movie that I watched?
I have been a little more than depressed as well. I have
been going through a divorce, against my will, which was finalized in June.
Stubborn as I am, I refused to give up and am still in the process of mending
fences with my now ex-wife. It is a day-to-day struggle which saps my strength
and devastates my ego.
Furthermore, I had been living as a full-time content writer
for a couple years, up until I began working a as CNA in August. The work was
nerve-wracking because I had to write 5,000 words minimum every day just to get
by. In addition, I rarely knew when I would have work and could not find enough
time to do so. In short, I was a nervous wreck.
Work Relief
Finding full-time work as a CNA was an incredible relief.
The work is very hard and there are regular periods of high-pressure. Nevertheless,
it was pure joy to know that I had work every week. I also liked committing to
12 and 16-hour shifts and being simply absorbed by the job for virtually an
entire day. There were no more questions about whether I would have work or not.
And it was pleasant to see how my work was helping people. That was not
something that I could feel while writing Internet content.
This may be the final post or it may be the first in a
renewed series.
Labels:
CNA,
depression,
Health,
nursing,
Why I Quit Teaching,
writing
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